21.5 weeks until Fitness America

Hi, It has been quite a while since I have written anything. Well, a lot has happened since I wrote last. If you are wondering why the blog name changed it is because a few days after I got back from fitness Atlantic I lost my baby. It has been unbelievably these last few months. It is still hard for me to put into words what my heart goes through. I feel like I am in a dream and I am going to wake up soon and find that I am still pregnant. But, for the most part I am in a better place. I am also in Monterey California!!! Huge change!! We have been living in Fayetteville NC for the past 7 years so the West Coast is definitely different. We are still living in a hotel until the 24. It has been interesting. I cant wait to have my bed back!!! I also want an oven to cook in!! I am thankful for the kitchenette that I have to use for as a fitness competitor/model it is a necessity!! I am so thankful for the family my God has blessed me with!! He has truly blessed me with wonderful health and a strong mind. Even though I am not stable yet I am still in competition mode. Not easy when everything is upside down. But I will make it work. I am very hopeful for the upcoming months and will keep u up to date on all that happens this competition season!! Until next time.....:O)