Day in and Day out

Well, It has been a while since I have posted anything. Too Long. I am getting ready to end my building phase and enter my show prep phase. I am so ready to start this process. My eye is on the figure America stage prize!!! I want this so bad I can taste it!!! It has really been a long hard growing year. All I can say is day in and day out. It is a daily process and sometimes I just want to throw in the towel. It gets so hard when things get in the way of progress. It is so frustrating!! But I must dust myself off and give my problems and emotions to God. When I do that I know I don't have to worry about anything cause through the pain and obstacles of show prep when i give it over to God all I have to do is concentrate on what is in front of me. The hard part is not feeling sorry for myself and letting the storms of life get to me. As I am writing this I am getting so upset at the fact that I would let situations dictate my goal/dream. I will not let this happen!!! I am glad I got that off my chest. I feel better already. Have a great night.:O)